It is not simple to start sliding between key and key to give life to a thought. Perhaps we can talk a bit about our experiences and delve into the labyrinths of my mind. Today is a sunny day, one of those stifling ones where my skin sweats through pores I didn’t even know I had; the kind that makes you want to walk around in your birthday suit right after a cold shower. And yes, here I am: dedicating a moment to share with those who enjoy amateur reading… or as I like to call it: unfiltered literature.I feel that everything happens for a reason. Some ask about my performances, if this is profitable, or if I’ve lost my mind. Let me tell you: today marks exactly two months since I said goodbye to my office job to dedicate myself to sharing not only my intimacy but also my vital time, something I consider more valuable than Monday morning coffee. As for whether it’s going well or if you can really make a living being a webcam… Attention here! I consider that everything is based on discipline.Just as I used to get up every morning to work for someone else and build their dreams, my real motivation for being a host was the introspection of having my own business. And boy, does it give satisfaction to feel that this is my own company. Because, just as I could go dancing at a club, be a waiter in a restaurant, deal cards in a casino, or be aboard a cruise ship contemplating room service, or even be a psychologist treating patients… connecting to the webcam takes me to each of those possibilities in an immersive reality! It allows me to live peacefully, enjoying my time made-to-measure: time to write, time to paint, and time to learn about foreign cultures.I take this moment to thank all of you. Thank you for loving me, for enjoying, for teaching me, and for drawing a smile on my face every morning. Thanks to those who have taken the time not only to read me, get to know me, and share, but also to express their gratitude, generosity, and opinions in my reviews. When I read them, I am flooded with happiness and empathy; something that, I confess, took me a long time to develop.In my life, I have faced emotionally risky situations and, as a volatile person, it is easy for me to unleash my fury to protect myself or ignore certain situations. Although over time I learned to have some emotional intelligence, I don’t always have control of the joystick. So I take this chance to apologize if, in any of those moments, I’ve been a bit blunt. In this year that is leaving us, all I have left to express is a giant thank you: to those who left, to those who are here, and to those who are yet to come.Sometimes you feel overwhelmed, wondering if this is what I want to do, if it is worth it, or if it is dignified. But in short: as long as you enjoy what you do, life makes sense. It doesn’t matter if you are in a bar as a dancer or if you are the manager of a multinational; in the end, the taste for what you do is what allows you to rest your head on the pillow with peace. For me, my peace and my time are the most important things, and being online allows me to be the master of the clock. To the question of whether you can live off this and if it is profitable, I give a resounding YES! I am happy because it is thanks to you that I stay active and smiling.I wish to continue exploring my mind in moments like today, where my skin sweats and my body is on fire. Those moments we have lived where the body breaks into flames, the imagination soars, and slowly every part of our words, thoughts, and sensations synchronize. Those instants where, in the end, it rains without control and a storm breaks out to extinguish the fire; we explode with pleasure, the essence slides down our bodies, and at the end, we cross words. A moment, a fantasy… something I could not describe in just one emotional stage.I can say that today marks fifty-eight days of being a host, and it has been a great decision. It is thanks to you, whom I keep present; even though sometimes you are like shooting stars fulfilling wishes, today I can say there are some meteorites that fall with such intensity they stay. Perhaps a supernova will arrive, fulfill my dream, and take me far away to fly with freedom. Or, significantly, a meteor shower will keep drawing my smile every morning. May my resident travelers, adventurers, and fantasy-loving cyber-travelers continue to enjoy every space, moment, and reading.All that is left to say is: Happy and prosperous New Year! I love you all! And remember: I am you, you are me… we are us!
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